Saturday, August 12, 2006:
heys havent been updating my blog, which feels kinda weird since i always do nothing but blog. but i havent had time and i cant anyway. not while i'm in the boarding house..
i've been doing alot of thinking recently, about my life and where God's leading me in terms of direction after TEE, and its been very unclear and i still dont know what to do with my life. i mean what does my future hold for me? what CAN i do? and yesterday's OCF message was really good. we talked about moses and his encounter with the burning bush, and how moses felt so insignificant and small to free the israelites from the egyptians. he really doubted his abilities and had such little faith in God. But then after much edification and encouragement from God he managed to overcome his own barrier of feeling so inadequate to becoming one of the bible's most significant male figure. and its not just him which God chose to manifest through. there were many many many. and the important thing was that God choses people despite them feeling too little to do such a great deed. and even my tiny insignificance can be of great use to God. despite me feeling the way i do. which makes me feel a whole lot greater cos God chose ME. i feel quite proud in fact.
anyway. more updates soon. (i hope.)
gg to melb in 2 weekends time. (:（： i'll be seeing you and you and you and you and you and you!! (and heaps more) yupp.
going and gone.
a shout of praise.
11:29 PM
